awful

i always knew deep down that i could never survive this hellish madness i am a complete idiot who is incapable of ever succeeding in this place and now all that i can see is a huge red button calling my number believe me i am about to crack

i always knew deep down that i could never survive this hellish madness i am a complete idiot who is incapable of ever succeeding in this place and now all that i can see is a huge red button calling my number believe me i am about to crack


I couldn’t find any meaning in my life when I was in the world and I’m sure as hell not going to find it in Solitary. This is the grand finale of a life poorly spent and the end result is just overwhelmingly depressing. It’s just a sick, pathetic, wretched, miserable life story. That’s all it is. 

I couldn’t find any meaning in my life when I was in the world and I’m sure as hell not going to find it in Solitary. This is the grand finale of a life poorly spent and the end result is just overwhelmingly depressing. It’s just a sick, pathetic, wretched, miserable life story. That’s all it is. 

marigold made that same joke on page 2 of this blog d#mn

still got it

still got it

i want to see it when i remember this in 3 months 

that was not a joke that was my need to have my creativity out in the world

i cant wait til im old enough to watch that