i always knew deep down that i could never survive this hellish madness i am a complete idiot who is incapable of ever succeeding in this place and now all that i can see is a huge red button calling my number believe me i am about to crack
I couldn’t find any meaning in my life when I was in the world and I’m sure as hell not going to find it in Solitary. This is the grand finale of a life poorly spent and the end result is just overwhelmingly depressing. It’s just a sick, pathetic, wretched, miserable life story. That’s all it is.